Today was my first day on my new job and I have to say that I haven't felt this good in a very long time.Today it was like I was on some kind of natural high.I guess it was the adrenaline,the atmosphere,the interactions,the personalities...the smell.It was intoxicating.I absolutely loved it and I can not wait until tomorrow's shift.I usually have this feeling when I start a job-and then it all goes down the drain.I'm not allowing that to happen again.I usually find some way to psych myself out of a good job.Not anymore!I've grown and I've learned my lesson.Seriously.
I feel so fulfilled.
But also exhausted.
Early bed time for me tonight.
Although,I might not be sleeping as soon as I lie down;I'm watching 'Home Alone 2' & I'm starting to research Burlesque Clubs & ways to start my burlesque career.If I haven't mentioned it before,I'm an aspiring burlesque dancer and I plan on dancing very,very soon.[That's just one of my many things that I plan on achieving in my life--and I also forgot to post that in my resolution post-yikes.]
I feel like I'm radiating tonight.Which is amazing because just the other night I was feeling like shit.
I've only gotten this far because I've never given up.I may have made many mistakes but I've never doubted myself or stopped believing that I can be and do whatever I dreamed of.
Now,if only I could grow some balls & inform __________ my secret love/longing for him.Ehh,one day at a time.
Finally.I'm getting somewhere.
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